Well once again I lost sleep cause of her. Like I said before, when I see her or have to deal with crap because of her, I can't get her out of my head for a couple of days. Its mostly thoughts of her and him, but it wakes me up. I want to see this affair end and i want it to end soon. I am dealing OK, but the mind is killing me. By tomorrow I should be good.
My friend is right about one thing, it is mind wrenching. I am not sure if journaling my thoughts about her and him will help me clear my head. I have mixed emotions about it. Any one have any thoughts? My only positive for doing it would be to get it out of my head and on paper. this way it would feel like I am handling it because I would have done something about it, writing it down.
