lwb..... your killing me babe!!! Its definately not that!! what's funny is I know h would say yes lets do it if i was receptive... nope, i have feelings of sometimes that it would be nice to have a girl, but no guarantees and I think I'd have another boy. we are not were we should be in our relationship, it would add tons more stress. Plus im too old ;\)

Doc, oh you are sweet. thank you. now if I could get H to say that to me..

Hi gf... thanks. Im getting better. I had an asthma attack myself mon. Night. So I got my prescription filled and I feel better! \:\)

Yesterday i ran around like a mad woman, trying to get the rest of my xmas shopping done. Got a late start so i didn't finish. The mall was empty.. \:\) this was great!!

Its been pretty quiet around here. H will be going back up to that job upstate Tomorrow.

I have my cleaning lady coming today.. wooohooo!!! Wait till she sees our mess... being sick for 4 days I didn't get much done, but that's what she's for!!

Hope all of you have a great day!! \:\)

me: 37
H: 44
Married for 18 years this june
S7
S3
porn issues, and much more... since 7/06

Happiness can be found, even in the darkest of times, if one only remembers to turn on the light.