Returned from first IC session for S12...though it seemed to be an awful lot about me...
Great great guy, we got him on a good rec, and he is someone who "gets it." S12 was happy. I'm still processing everything. I feel like slowly pieces are being put into place..that a Hand is moving.
H has enough paxil for the rest of the week...then we'll see what happens. We had a semi-okay convo about it. He said it should be about how he feels...and how can I tell him how it makes him feel or not feel? And I said, well it affects the way you act too. So how do you want to handle that...are you going to listen to me about how you're acting if you stop taking it?
And he said well that's not fair, because you'll blame everything on that...
And I said well THAT'S not fair, because then I'm in a no-win situation, because you'll SAY I'm blaming everything on that. So then what?
So he said let's not talk about it then. He's going to take it til it runs out (6 days). I have a feeling if I just don't say anything about it, he might just get it refilled. I don't know. I'll have to wait and see.
