Where do I begin?

[Kelly23]

I will talk to my counselor about the meds. I felt I had been improving until the holidays hit.

I guess I feel like a failure as a wife because I have a loveless marriage. My husband continues to say hateful things to me and I take it. How did I let it get this bad? Why didn't I fight harder?

I worry so much and am so depressed, that I am not a good mother. I spend too much time just lying in the bed thinking, worrying about the decisions I make, letting my daughter see me stay when she knows I am hurting.

I am sick of all of it. Tired of it controlling my mind.