Cotoffguard - I am sorry, I meant to thank you also for saying that you think I am doing a good job at this for four months. Coming from you it means a lot. You have such a positive attitude that comes across in each and every one of your posts.
And for each of you who reach out to help me over and over again, please know that I take your advice to heart and really try to remember it when I am feeling at my lowest. Thank you all very much.