You see FG my h blamed me too, but I didn't let those words affect me. It's all about smiling and nodding for now, then when things are better between you I think your h will see some of your side. He can't see it now nor wants to.

I can't have the tough convos with h without the c present, but we are enjoying each other so much more and not so sure he thinks I am this terrible monster.

You see FG as they get closer and closer more things will come out, but you have to get to closer first.

Believe me if I had not buttoned my lips, my h would not be coming around and being passionate like he is today.

This has taken so much time and patience and saying and doing the right things. Now if I could just get some sex a little more frequently.


Me 50
H 42
S 22
S 9
D 7
M 12
T 17
H moved out 8/2006
H moved home 1/2007 for 3 weeks
H moved home 5/2011 for good

"Learn from yesterday ~ Live for today ~ And hope for tomorrow"