untying a few knots #9

[Babygirl]

hope funny you said strong. I was talkin to crissy on the phone and H had called, his message, i know you are worried and its hard that i am here, she is here, stay strong, i love you.

UGH!!! sorry to vent but YOU here saying be strong is ok, HE cant tell me to be strong!! I didnt do this, and life isnt fair, but he cant tell me to be flippen strong! I HAVE been strong thru the first and second one, and the worst nitemare from hell, has his kid. Sugar is right, as i was, she is determined to undermine me. I wrote him a letter with boundaries, he read it, and as crissy and i talked about, it takes trust to believe he is going to follow them, and he doesnt have it, or deserve it right now. theres also the delete button. no way she didnt call him today, or talk and cozy up.
ya'll here are all waking lives that in one way or another we are all connected to our spouses decisions. YOU all can say anything, he just cant drop a bomb run, and expect me to be strong all the time. I am alive still from health and his bomb, i cant always not be weak!