no expectations 9

[peacetoday]

Thank you T BM and Upside for your support
Son is doing better today and I am also

H called this am ..I noticed on caller ID Guilt? wanted to check up on son whatever
I am feeling sad but closer to done
Im so tired of these games..H cant have it both ways
me to be the pleasing LBS while he relives his teenage years
all the hope I used to have has faded
I have grown and I need to dust off and move on
maybe go more dim for a while
I may also share my feelings with H about his unavailability during this time
He wants to be told everything is always ok anything he does is ok and forgiven
in the real world, it is not

peace