Yeah I won't book before talking to him more. I'd suggested we do a speaker phone call with my ex tomorrow. He didn't seem thrilled with the idea but I want to make sure he has a say in how things are done. I'll try to feel him out tonight. He is sooooo not jealous of this ex. Thing is we first met when I was dating the ex and he knew it wasn't really passionate. I didn't break up with ex for him or anything, but we were just good friends. It's been 8 years now anyway. The fact that he has a very serious girlfriend only helps too. Actually I have never met this GF and ex and H met only once while I was dating ex :). It's all very weird but somehow it seems right. Let's just see what H is like tonight I guess.
So I still get nervous every day. Things do seem to be progressing but I tend to dwell on little paranoias from time to time. Today it was that he didn't reach out much to me on IM. I am always afraid of more emotional emails too. I am going to have to get over this though. I guess this takes time.
Anyway thanks for your support. Hope to have more positives to post later.
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Me:34 H:36 M:5 years T: 8 years Bomb: 07/17/08 I want to be separated for 6 months--I don't know what I want the outcome to be S 07/28/08-11/08/08 Living together ~7 months D Possibly busted?!?!!!
