I totally getcha on the jekyll/hyde stuff. I don't know how you do it. My H is talking about getting off his meds, too - then he just glares at me to see my reaction....ugh. I don't think he's strong enough right now at all. But by me saying that he shouldn't, he thinks I'm calling him nuts.
I don't know how you do it. You're the one who made me realize that it is possible for your feelings to come back..
So just a question: since our H's are Soooo similar and my feelings right now are Soooo turned off for my H.
Now: in your life since your feelings for him have come back and then this weekend when he pulls that crap on you (no offense) do you still love him? Or do your feelings start pulling away again.
OR!!!??? Does it all boil down to making a 'choice' to love?
