Nothing is wrong with you. You are not weak. He is your H and you love him. It is natural. He has rocked you by cracking the very foundation of your M. When you hear his voice it is natural to hope that things are "better."
I have been fighting myself for the last hour not to call my H. I have not heard from him since he came home to use the bathroom this morning during plowing. I need reassurance, so i want to call. But I am fighting that feeling. SNAP!
Most of us are about as happy as we make up our minds to be.
