I think what bothers me the most about your H is the way he does whatever he wants, but hangs his head and says, "I feel bad about what I am doing" so you and the rest of the world won't punish him. He is so childish. Perhaps this was his method of getting out of trouble with his doting mother. If he showed remorse for the bad stuff, then there was no punishment. But his excuse, "I had to do it because the voices in my head told me to" is ridiculous. He is not some possessed zombie in a movie. No aliens came down and stole his freewill. He is just a spoiled, self-centered, hedonist trying to take pleasure from the world with both hands and not caring who gets hurt along the way.