She is 17. Just 17. It hurt like hell last night. She told me she isn't mad at me, it has nothing to do with me. I told her she could tell me anything and it would be between us. She just sat quietly. she wasn't upset that I went and got her. I acutally think she was glad I did. I think she found out where she belongs, physically and emotionally. I told her where I am at, didn't want to, but felt it would help her if she knew. I told her the best thng for me and us is to let her go completely. If she ever had any feelings for me, she would find her way back to me.
The fact that my wife brought his son to that b'day party yesterday with my D has me absolutely out of my mind. I can't imagine what it did to her. I saw her face and she was glad to see me, but definitely was upset. It will be interesting to see what the W does after last night, if she tries to talk to D or if she hides. My D and W cell phones are off, W didn't pay the bill. So now she would have to call my D and acutlaly talk to her rather than Text or IM. I don't think she'll do it.
I think my D was really reaching out to her, to connect again, and I think she got shot down in her mind. Her face was so hurt last night it made me cry. I told her she has me, I will always be there for her, I will never put anything ahead of her. It's all I could say.
