No, that book is coming from Amazon, on the way. I have been reading the not just friends at night before I go to bed.
I know he has to be doing stuff, but I guess I hadn't really thought about what he was doing in public. I had told H on Thursday that I had found out my friend's sister worked there, he was shocked as he didn't know, they don't look a like at all, my friend and the sister. My friend doesn't like or I guess like how her sister does some things, and my H didn't talk that highly of her, but did say they spent a lot of time doing baseball stuff with the boy. But I can see him saying that she is just jealous too.
I do think I will make mention of what I have heard. I know I just need to be still. It is so Freaking hard right now. I liked the feeling better I had this weekend, I at least felt more relaxed. I just need to realize that he hasn't been at the store with her for a bit and maybe since he has really gotten into the living with her, he might change some. I know I am grasping for straws, but how can you not want to spend time with someone and then want to be with them.
I asked him before if he had gone to Taco Tuesday, that was the day he left. H said he hadn't felt like it, so that would have been the first night and would have been there all night with her and her kids, and who knows if her family and friends were there...the ones he doesn't like. After that first night he was with me, most of the rest of the time.
