I prepared breakfast for the kids this morning and they opened the first door on their advent calendar. It is so great to see how they enjoy this year after year and never seem to get tired of it. My D5 keeps asking me "Is it Christmas tomorrow?" Strangely enough, my D5 has only asked once or twice when her mom is coming back, typically only in situations when I do not allow certain things. My S8 has not asked at all. I am not sure if I should be happy or sad about this. I guess in the end I am sad, because I would really like us to be a family again.
Now I am sitting downstairs in my home office and switching back and forth between work and this board. I am clearly not as detached from her as I would like to be, but I understand it is a long process.
My boss checked in this morning to find out how things are going. He asked me to get in touch with a guy who is working on my transfer case. So I will do that this afternoon.
I guess I am still kind of sad today, but it was much worse yesterday.
AN
M43 W45, M17 S9 D6 Bomb: 11/11/08 EA: 10/26-12/31/08 ? Retrouvaille: 2/13-2/15/09 Healed, but still heading for D My situation
