Sometimes goodbye is a second chance

[phbear316]

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Hi, yes I was quite surprised when my friend came back into my life, to such an extent.

I am a little worried about where this is going, i think I have in my mind my foot on the gas pedel pinned to the floor with a brick in my shoe. I don't want to have regret, we had a long text chat last night so we will see where its going to go.
I want more than just sex, i want to go out on a date, to the movies, to grab a bite to eat. I don't think that is a lot to ask...but I am keeping an open mind and we will just ride the ride for what it is.

Anger, sadness, guilt, all feeling going thru my head the past few days. I have to tell you I am truly tired of beating my self up.

thanks for you good wishes, waiting for cable today, going nuts with no tv. Never did i realize how much you miss something so silly till its gone. I never watch much tv but would always have it on in the background for noise.

hugs
bear