Maybe I should be in piecing part 4?

[Hope4us]

Don't have much time to post. Work is going to be crazy this week, but thought I would do a quickie update.

W went to my mom's with us. And it was like I suspected. My brother (the only one who knows) was fine with W.

W spent a lot of time early on in the kitchen with my mom and nephew's son (he's 2). I know she didn't feel comfortable being in the living room where my brother was (along with my other brother, my son's, my nephew). But a little later she had moved into the dining room next to the living room and then towards the end of the day she had moved into the living room, so that was good.

When we got home I told her thanks for going, that it meant a lot to me and she didn't respond. Man, she's a mess. But we spent the rest of the evening watching football and having a good time, W, S16 and I.

But of course, we watched Desperate Housewives and there were some things that went on in the show that hit me hard. And made me start to think again, 'just why am I wasting my time when she is either still in contact with OM or won't let go of the idea that this is all my fault'? I just don't know if we'll ever get there with her stubbornness. So what am I doing.

Ok, I have to run. I'll respond more to some things that were written since my last post when I have time.