Today I feel like he is being a touch more distant, but I think it's partially because I am really excited about this holiday thing and want to lock it down. Last night I was a little bit mean in bed, i.e. he would say things to tease me and I would respond that if he was saying something positive, I knew it was a joke. Anyway, I know I can't push. My ex just added me to Skype and we were talking for a long time and he and his GF REALLY want us to come...it's all I can do not to call H now and ask him about it. In the normal world, I would do this. In bizarro world, I will have to play it by ear and see if I get a positive sign later on. If he does reach out and says something nice, I think I will bring it up...
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Me:34 H:36 M:5 years T: 8 years Bomb: 07/17/08 I want to be separated for 6 months--I don't know what I want the outcome to be S 07/28/08-11/08/08 Living together ~7 months D Possibly busted?!?!!!
