Thanks Neil, Yes, I guess I did. Let's just say that I re-sighted it for him... He could probably now stand and hit something 100 yards to the left. What ever. That gun was a special Christmas gift from me to him several years ago. We are both sorry that it happened, but he told me he understands why and that he is sorry that he caused me that pain. Echhhh! I didn't find out until later that it was loaded when I did that. Scary. Could have shot myself in the foot!
Oh well. I'm having coffee in my pj's. Have to think about getting dressed and ready for work. We got enough snow here that H had to get up at 3:30 and go plow. He just came home (to use the bathroom MT, lol) and he cleaned off my car. We slept in the same bed last night, and he held me for a long time. We did end up ML, and it was not as frightening as I had expected it to be. Kind of like just one more hurdle we had to go over. I'm glad that we did. I did not want it to become some huge issue. I can tell you that it was nice, and it was back like my old H. Nothing like the sex we have had for the past 7 months. I truly think that this infidelity had been festering in him since it happened. I think that his pain and anguish helped to create the alien.
I know things are far from fixed. But I do feel the most hope that I have in a long time. Having that will help me deal with all of the anger that I still have about her. These double betrayals sure suck!
Yes, the rain delay for a basketball game was kind of funny. That's a first for me. I was afraid that it would cool our guys off too much...but MSU has always been a second half kind of team. We are pretty close to the college here, and I think I told you that we all bleed green. In fact, it was these Spartan B'ball games that helped get the "ball rolling" with my H and the OW. She had floor tickets and used them to have my H take her 14 yr old son to several games when her H was working. Of course they had to talk several times for game night details and then pick up tickets and parking passes etc. I never thought a lot about it because the familys have been friends since childhood and I just love the son. Sadly, that is all over now. Oh well. If you think that breaking a gun is bad, wait till you see what I do to her someday when our paths cross and the stars are all aligned correctly. It may be when she's 80, but I'll kick her walker out from under her and shave her head. Skanky b!tch!
Ok, One cup of coffee down and I am back to calm. Should probably get going because the roads are going to be bad. I'll check on everyone when I get to work.
I love you all and am so thankful for the support and love that you have given in return.
Most of us are about as happy as we make up our minds to be.
