Stage 2.25

[istherehope]

(((Opt)))

I replied on FB and will reply on your thread as well...

All,

Daily journal here, nothing much to report since I last posted. I made a really elaborate meal last night, and H was pretty sweet about it. I had to buy a lot of groceries, so he offered to go to the store with me. Sounds small, but any time that he does a small kindness for me now, I am a bit shocked. I told him to stay behind and play video games instead. So he said the food was amazing, and mentioned some recipe I should get from his grandma (good sign again that he sees me being around his family). We watched a movie and I heard from my ex again about spending the holidays in the Czech Republic. This time I told H, and he still seemed interested, but I got the "we'll see." Thing is that this will need to be definitive as we have only 1 month 'til New Years and we are potentially staying at someone's house. I think H is afraid that I will dominate the vacation and make him do everything that I want to do. I hope he will take the risk as this is my opportunity to do a 180, and also for us to be around another couple, even if it means staying in my ex's GF's family's house(sounds weird doesn't it?!). I may bring it up again the next time it seems that H is in a really good mood and just mention that flight prices are going up and so I was hoping to book sooner, but that if he doesn't mind paying a bit extra, we can decide later.

Today I need to focus on work. H has school tonight. I just pray that he doesn't send me more emails from school.

OK off to work, but will post later.

ITH