untying a few knots #9

[Babygirl]

hey tomato good to see you! mt the game rocked! tawnya, thank you too my friend, and yes i want to know how you are silly girl! tuesday seems like forever ago. its weird, the pain still here, tonite when at his moms, my bil told me that H told him yesterday. wow. he is gonna call me tomorrow to talk to me about it, he gave me a cold beer a big hug and sad least i know why you were so sad thanksgiving.
i dont know what or where my life is gonna be or road it will take, I cant see the future, but we prayed for god to take my load today, me and the women at church, and amazingly, H and i have not fought or had a harsh word, and actually had some normal talk about the boy.
I did forget to tell ya'll that when we went to go to my familys thanksgiving today, with all the stress, i forgot it wasnt at my moms, so we get there, duh no one there, he gives me his phone, to call my moms cell, to make sure which siblings house it was at. and while dialing a missed call alert came up. ow called twice yesterday. either he ignored them on purpose, or we were doing other things and missed them, idk which, i know she didnt leave a message, and she had taken her boys to OK to her parents. when i popped up, i calmly said, you might need to make sure this wasnt important, he said, no messages, its not. we shall see.
i am praying for us all tonite. i love ya'll so much!