Hi Bettou, I have read several of your posts to people and you sound like a very smart lady to me. Don't beat yourself to death for having a down day. You all would have had to burry me so many times if I did that....
You are going to be a big help to a lot of people around the board, so I hope you will stick around a long time. Holidays are tough on some people who aren't going through M problems, so it is reasonable that it would be difficult for those who are. I get depressed easily and really have to fight it, so I certainly understand pity-parties. Have had serveral in my day and still hold one from time to time. Holidays can bring up memories (good memories) and instead of feeling happy....dang it if we don't get all down in the dumps about it.
Anway, I hope you get to feeling better soon. But I had been meaning to tell you that I respected what I had read on the posts you've been sending out to others. Keep up the good job.
Take care, Sandi
It is not about what you feel should work in your M. It is about doing the work that gets the right results. Do what works!