{{{BG}}} Wow..thank you for taking the time to come ask how I"m DOING..geez LOL..you are doing amazingly well!!
My only thoughts to you about what to do are what carp said, but, taking everything in, especially on lack of sleep and major stress overload..you definitely need to give yourself a MINIMUM of 48 hours to deal with this all..think about it: Just last week you went thru your chemo, had Thanksgiving to cook for and deal with, and the "normal ordeals" with this OW...before we even GOT to the part of the "bomb drop of the century" for you..so, all in all, I don't think anyone would expect you to be making ANY serious decisions right now, except for taking care of yourself my friend..get some sleep, take a luxurious bath, get a massage..something!
I have to say that I'm happy that your db'ing and love daring made such an impact, I thought that too when I read how he said he fell back in love with you the past few months..
Hugs!
Tawnya
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