No matter the reason, the person to whom we were the most connected in this world has bolted. What you are experiencing/describing is normal.
I think they're lonely too, sometimes. X asked me if I made it to church today (I didn't). She then went on to explain how the message was about lonliness. Funny thing is she has OM, I have nobody. I asked her if she was lonely and she responded, "sometimes." (wtf?)
I now know why we had that conversation.
"The answers are within you" (can't remember who). Unfortunately, so is the bullshit.
