H just left. I think we are in a good place. I hope anyway. Right now I feel that we are more relaxed and having more fun together than even last week. I hope that is good anyway. Even without the sex, there is a lot more affection than what H was showing before. H only showed affection during sex before, and when he would leave he had stopped kissing or hugging me. Just out of the blue when I was in the kitchen cooking pecan tarts H was kissing me and messing with me. H told me that he is having a great time with me. When he left he told me thank you for a great day. Which is funny, when we would go to bed, I would always tell H thank you for a wonderful day. It got to be a habit, not really meaning anything like it should have. Now it does mean more.
H is hoping the lady he used to work for will let him rent a duplex, and maybe work some off for her doing odd jobs as her husband has died, so he won't have to pay as much a month.
I feel better than even last week, just because I feel he wants to be around me. If he didn't I don't think he would come over.
Makes me laugh, before he was always leaving here to be there at OW's house, now he is leaving there to be with me and not wanting to be there at OW's house. Which I think says a lot about his confusion. He does need somewhere he can be alone.
