and I'm glad it is. I hate having to wait hours for responses sometimes with there being that horrible time difference when everyone is asleep at different times!
For me this is the witching hours. I should be going to bed so that I can get up for work in the morning but I'm zing wide awake. I will probably be like that until about 3am if the last two weeks is anything to go by. Then in the morning I will find it extremely difficult to get up. I'm lucky in that I have a flexible time to my working day. Trouble is the later I start the later I finish and the more time D13 spends on her own. I need to turn this around soon as i don't think my new employer is going to be quite so flexible and it is even further to travel.
I guess it's probably masked depression making my sleeping pattern like this. I never thought I would say this but I just want this D over and done with now so that I can begin to move forward. I will always love my H but he clearly doesn't love me anymore so what's the point of hanging on. Ironically it's now him who is dragging his feet in this process. If he had just rolled with our agreement in principle that we made in September it would all have been over by the end of January. Now it will most likely be either his birthday or mine.
Me 43 XH 45 M 2.7.88 Divorce 7.10.09 Kids D20,S17 & D15
