Wait for another 5 years, and then you may have a completely different perspective. Think about the R you have with your mom. Wasn't it very difficult? (We often forget our own behaviour as teens.) Has it not changed somewhat .... from your viewpoint and hers? But, at this time, I am sure you feel utterly destroyed. Remember: Time doesn't heal hurts; it's what you do with that time.
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Me:57 H:52 M:28 Got another lawyer last year and filed. D35,S/D twins28,D22 EA4/04 End? Who knows? "Life is like a mirror. Smile at it and it smiles back at you." — Peace Pilgrim