This is probably the most anger I have had since H left. Currently, I have an overwhelming urge to call him and leave him a message letting him know just what I think of him right now.
I know better than to actually do that, which is why I am here, venting.
I went out into the world today and did some pleasure reading. I say that sarcastically, because there really was no pleasure in it. I am too pissed.
The crap weather is preventing me from running and getting my endorphin fix. I am sas, lonely, angre and increasingly bitter as the day rolls on.
I am quite sure all of this vitriol and bile will devolve into tears at some point today, so stay tuned...
