Looks like we are going through the same stages. I cycle from anger, crying, bargaining, over analysis, and detachment. I am getting better every day.
When D7 and I went to church today, I realized that both of us were better than last week. Last week it was hard to sit with other families and realize that W is not part of us together any more. My D7 sat and cried the first week.
Also I'm about over the overwhelming anxiety...I learned to not try and find out about the OM. Every time I did, it hurt me more than it was worth. That anxiety was really bad and took all day to settle down.
I am really trying to just stay in the moment...no past, no future. That really helps...
