((((Purr)))) ((((Julia)))) (((Future Girl)))) (((ITH))))

((((breton)))) Welcome to my thread! Thankyou for posting and for the great reminder about leaving early. I will!

Purr- how are you? I've missed you and was thinking about you the other day. Do you have a thread open? I need to catch up if so. Thank you SO MUCH for posting to me and thinking of me. \:\) Yes, H, CEO and I are in a limboland of sorts- CEO probably less than H, who is less than me. I think it's fine for now- evetually I'll make a decision on what to do but I'm not sorried about pushing it for now.

Julia, ITH- you guys are both very optimistic, always nice to see- thankyou! I'm maybe not quite as optimistic myself- I've had lots of baby steps from H before and they never went anywhere, so I'm continuing my whole no expectations thing and largely ignoring them. It's like walking a tightrope trying to keep my heart open to him and letting it move on to pastures new.

ITH- I'm not sure if me crying in front of him made him feel he has something to offer me. Perhaps.....although thinking about it, being vulnerable has had mixed results throughout the S so it might not be that. I actually think the change in H is more likely because I'm no longer bothered about trying things on him and monitoring results- he can probably sense that on some level I'm moving on. WAS- always respond to the LBS not caring!

Essie- I think I will have to get H a Christmas present this year. He told me on Friday that he's got me a present (which is sweet and thoughtful). That presents me with a bit of a dilemma though. Last year I got him an iPod. He got me a poker set and a cookbook. I'm definitely not spending iPod money this year but don't want to be cheap either. I need to start thinking about what might be suitable. I would LOVE to be able to discuss my bizarre dating life, and your confusing H, BTW. I FB'd you....

So, I'm just back from the shops. Spent probably too much money, but I got a couple of sparkly tops to wear on the Xmas pub trips with work and H. I also got this red dress to replace the last one I bought (which didn't quite fit so had to go back). It's a bit saucy on- I hope it makes CEO's and any man within a 50 metre radius's pants explode! ;\)