Is it difficult to wake the next day? My sleep pattern is extremely screwed up right now. We have three more weeks of school until Christmas break. Hopefully I can make it.

I feel like such a failure as a wife and mother. But I can tell that I am getting closer to throwing in the towel and moving on with my life. Now I need to decide if I can stick it out until my youngest graduates. I guess if I live her 3 more years. I will definitely know if it is over. Can I make it that long?

M:38
H:42
T:20 M:19
D:18 S:17
MLC: Sometime in 2007
OW Bomb 1: 12/28/07
OW Online relationship 2: Spring 2009
Told him I wanted D: May 10, 2009
D final: 07/09/11