Well, unless detaching is a process that takes one one step forward and then two steps back, I am not detached.
Today, I am angry. It started with taking off the rings last night. I was not angry when I did that, I was sad. Today I am angry. I am sick and tired of being the only one who gives a crap about this marriage. Sick of hurting, sick of crying. Problem is, I won't stay angry. It will pass. The bigger problem is, this means I am not detached. I cannot be detached. If I were, what H does or does not do or feel could not get me this angry. UGH.
