People keep telling me taht I still wear the "Unavailable" sign all over me. I dotn see it. It is strange having people tell you that they can tell that you are still connected in your heart to your xh. It gets kinda annoying truthfully.

Move forward move forward. You hear it over and over again through this. AND it puts this stupid expectation on you that you ahve NO idea what you are suppose to be doing. People are all different. Letting go- yes I think that is an important part of all of this.....but people dont knwo what is going on inside you... this is one reason why I am so thankful for my C..

I am just frustrated today. Frustrated with the expectations that people put on me. Frustrated to know taht nothing could ever happen again with xh unless he hits bottom - and knowing that he will avoid that at all cost! Just frustrated.

M-20 years/BOMB 12/24/06
Moved out 3/12/07
D final 7/30/2008
finding myself again