Healing my Heart Part 6

[fightingirish]

(((((nc,sara,doc))))~ thanks my friends.

I know all of your are out for my best interest and I love each one of you for it.

Sara, Im right there with you. My h forgets the arguement within minutes, I can't do that. Although obviously I have learned to be more forgiving, but still have my reservations. This behavior my H displays is also learned behavior. His father was like this, Until he mellowed out a bit over the years (can't stand the man) he manipulates My H, Thank the lord he lives in florida!

I know conflict isn't always good, but its sometimes necessary. yes I bite my tongue, but over the years I do it less and less.

Nc~ thank you, and yes Im not always good with watching what I say, but my H does not EVER bite his tongue, and this ends up hurting me a lot.

Retro is just not in the cards right now. With his schedule and I don't think he's going to say ok to that right now. I wish it were different.

and don't worry nc.. Im not getting my hopes up, just to be let down again, ive learned that over time with him. I do hope he means that he will try, we'll see.

Im going to call about a mold test sara, something is going on, ive been sick on and off for 2 to 3 wks, I can't take it much longer.

Doc.. you've got mail.

Got our tree yesterday. It was a quickie because I actually got sick in the bathroom an hour before and was not in any mood to go anywhere, but the kids were all excited to get the tree.

we got it home and decorated it. Looks nice. But I need to get some lights for it. I swear i just bought new lights last year They don't make things the way they used to.

we're in for some rain and snow this afternoon... H is out hunting again. he'll be home early with the bad weather coming.

I have one more trip to the mall to make next wk and my shopping is done. I had to do things real early this year because of going on vacation.. so all I have to do is wrap. Got my xmas cards picked up from sears... omg.. My boys are so freakin cute.. I could just eat them

Thank you all again... you all cheer me up.