Kel- One thing I have been guilty of, is I would tell myself, When I am thin I will do that. I can't do that cause I am not a size 5. I was walking out to get the mail the other day and it made me think, I have put doing stuff off because I wasn't small enough. Or buying a shirt or something, because I didn't want it if I wasn't tiny. I have been what I would call tiny, about 6 months out of my entire life. When I would lose weight I would stay at the low point for about a month before I would start to gain again. I need to let that go and live my life. At the moment I can't think of all of the things I have put off, but I know in my head there are things there. I think this goes with all of this, that I need to become more independent and live my life and enjoy it.
