Nothing To Fear!! God is in Control.

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Thanks Lin and Ali....sorry I havent posted in a while. Havent had that much chance to do so.

I have to say that the OW finally got married last weekend!! My H said all he knew was the town it was in and that it werent all that great from what he had heard.

He made me so mad the other day. He has been talking to woman online. Made a few friends too. Evidently has been talking to this one woman whose H just left her. Well, he texted me Tuesday night after he got the kids. He asked "Do you believe in Honesty?". I of course said Yes. Then he goes on to say "would you be mad if I took the kids to go and see a friend in town? SHe is just a friend". Well, I asked who was she? THen he calls me. Said she was just a friend. Nothing more. There was NO chance of them dating, she just needed someone to talk to. I argued with him. Told him he didnt need to take the kids. I didnt think it was appropriate. Well at the end of the call it was my understanding he werent going to take them.

Well, he did. When he brought the kids home, I asked what they did. He said they did go to the "friends" house. I kept my cool, told him I was not happy with him and I wanted to know why he called to ask my opinion on the matter when he did what he wanted to do anyway.

UGH!! I was furious. But I listened to him and said that more than likely I would never be willing to offer him an opinion again. I felt so betrayed by him.

He said he was sorry I was mad, but only a little bit sorry he did it. Said he contemplated it all the way to town.

Then he tries to throw it back on me for not wanting to talk because I was tired and needed to go to bed. He left, texted me later wanting to talk. I told him that I Didnt want to talk to him, I werent very happy with him right that minute and we would talk about it later.

Now ever since then, I cant figure him out. He has stopped texting me. Or even acting all that happy with anything. He claimed him and this woman are only friends and he wouldnt have taken the kids if he had thought there would have been any chance for him and this woman.

I just cant figure out why he had to go and do this. The only excuse he can give me is "because". Some seem to think he was trying to make me jealous, but I dont think so.

Anyway, he did come with us to Thanksgiving Dinner at my sister's and stayed the whole time. We had a nice day. Then he was right back to being "weird". Even today at tkd, he seemed distant, yet was asking me what was wrong and was I ok. Even said I looked rough! Like I had been out partying all night,,,,????

I have been trying to put up the christmas tree while the kids are with him, so they can decorate it when they come home.

I hope everyone had a Happy Thanksgiving!!!