I'm here big guy! Theres a lot of change going on for Pisceans, I know...is this damn Uranus (planet of crazy, chaos and change, in Pisces right now) opposite Saturn in the sky...its tearing down of the old structures to make room for the new. I dont know where its all leading, but I can tell you that I feel as 'at sea' as you do, and suffering unrequited love. And yes, its tough tough lessons for us.. Saturn is in Virgo.. symbollically our 'other'..so the lessons are coming through our R's or significant others, or lack of (as Saturn is the planet of lack and limitations!). Thats not to say you have to have lack of love in your life necessarily, but that it seems to be manifesting that way at the moment. But, with Uranus, things can change on a sixpence.
If this sounds bad.. it is... but also, I KNOW it will pass..and it wont be this bad again and I am already a better, more open, loving person for it. Sounds like you are too...
Me:40! H:37 Together: 12yrs IDLY & left 11/07 ADs 03/08 OW 8/08 Reconciled 05/09 now married! my thread