Evening everyone! Sorry BG- Phone was out in the truck we were in the eye doctor office when you called. H just left. I hurt so much for him right now. He left in tears. I hate what this is doing to him. I know I have pain, but he has so much too that it is killing me. We had a great day. Went to the eye doctor, on the way there, H actually said, I looked nice. The only other time H has said that since this started was when we went to the casino one night. H also noticed I had burned my wrist. I had done it after I had ironed my shirt, and I was trying to do the french cuffs again without taking the shirt off. In the waiting room, I was reading him some story out of the Cosmo that was there about way to be a bad girl in bed. It was funny, H got a kick out of it.
After the eye exam H got pissed off at the Lens Crafter's part when even with insurance they wanted over $400 for 1 pair of glasses. I was afraid our day was going to suck when he got pissed, but we went to a different place in the mall and found a much cheaper price but no glasses he likes, so we will go back to Wal mart and get him some probably. He got over it fast, and was great the rest of the day. Went to a store that is going out of business that I have a gift card for and got H some shirts that are like Under Armour, but much cheaper. We went and ate, and went to the Harley shop and to Best Buy and just looked around. Went to Oklahoma to the casino too. Lost fast and were done, went and looked at cars, then got some beer and came home. He spent the entire day with me again. It was great.
We get home and he brings his bag in and we load him up with about 3 days of clothes. He asks if I am going out? I said No, why. H said because you are still dressed up. I said no just haven't changed yet. H said I wanted to watch you play some tennis before I go, but since you are still dressed up. So I went and put on a sweatshirt and H was giving me a hard time while I was in there changing sneaking up on me. we both played for a while. and then H says I have an idea, it was one of the tips from the Cosmo story, he wanted me to do. We didn't have sex, at least I can say that. H made a comment about not wanting to lose practice. I said well by then maybe we will have been practicing for a while. H said maybe so. Meaning maybe he will have decided he wants me only. When H went to leave we kissed and hugged and thanked each other for a great day.H said it was fun thank you. We walked outside it was raining, and I told him to sleep well. H said he dozes in and out and doesn't go to sleep until around 5:00 or so and then today over slept, glad he didn't have to go to work today. I said do you need an alarm? H said not until I get my own place. That got him upset. I said it will be OK, we will get through this. I know we will will. H said I know.
When we got his clothes, he opened his shaving case and it had shampoo and conditioner in it. So I wonder now where he is staying. H said he would bring me the truck tomorrow, so I have it if the weather gets bad. H said he would rather have me in the truck than the jeep, because it is safer. H says you can wreck it as long as you don't get hurt.
When we were in Best Buy we looked at TV's again, and H was looking at a huge one, I said if you get that, I will be at your house watching Chiefs game. We both laughed. H said he is going to talk to a lady he used to work for she has duplexes, and a guy from his work stayed in one while he was seperated from his wife for a bit.
I know this is killing him. I hate seeing him this way. It hurts so much. I almost wonder if he is seeing her. I guess he might just be fooling me completely, but I don't know right now. I used to be able to tell exactly what he was thinking. Guess I can't anymore.
