You're right. AmyC told me i should go or I would regret it. she was absolutely right. My W saw what everyone else has been seeing, and everyone saw her for what she is. My time with my grandson was fabulous. Her showing up did nothing to ruin it. Neither grandson missed her when she left, both cried when they had to leave me, what does that tell ya.
I have her in my head, but I stay angry so I am off the ride. I am who I want to be, and can't change who I am. I will be attending church tomorrow, new experience, but something else to do during the week. I am stronger than ever after this holidaty and weekend, I have what she does not, I am who she cannot have. Nice....
