Well I didn't do it. Don't play her game. Instead I placed a pack of smokes with a short note just saying hi and I hope haer day has been good. As for the dates. I have no desire to have anything but a friendship at this point. Somebody to hang out with, shat adn go see a movie or play. I will not bring them back to my plase and have been very clear that for now I will not go to theirs. Most of the days I go out it is with guys from work. How much more fun can you have than a group of firefighters taking over a bar. I don't drink too much so its even more fun to watch them make fools of themselves. We did have our dinner lastnight. Only thing I did for her was feed dogs and clean kennels. She seemed a bit taking back that I hadn't cleaned the house. No mention of it though. Dinnner went well. I made a dinner that we had on our very first date. Chili's used to have a tuna steak that was awesome. I pretty much copied that. She loved it. Even noticed it was what we had on our first date. I have been reading that little hints of the good things that bonded us have a positive effect on the WAS. I worte and Email last week mentioning my favorite date she took me on. Thanked her for the effort and mentioned how great of a time it was. Not too pushy I hope just little reminders of things we shared when life was good. I have also seen that when we do go out make it a three stop date. Something exciting that will become a new memory. So after dinner we watched a movie. Hung out on the couch. I started by keeping my distance. She ended up grabbing my arm and holding it and snuggled up to me. Later she ended up resting her head in my lap. Odd for somebody that says they don't love me. It these little thing, rather I read into them too much or not, that give me hope that we will be toghether again and that there is something there. As I left she gave me a nice hug and thanked me for the nice evening. This morning she txt me that she was on her way to work and hoped it would be slow. This is normal for her. What is not normal is that about an hour later she txt me again to thank me again for last night. Ugh!!!!! I like to hear that but fear the rollercoaster has not stopped and will not stop anytime soon. She asked if I wanted to go to the gym adn then a movie Tues. I told her I would think about it. I want to as she usually isn't the one to ask me out. At the same time how can I keep my distance. Again UGH!!!! I get soooooo many mixed messages from her. Anyway off to the gym. Working on a six pack. Never had one so this will be a great GAL, PMA etc for me. Not only that I will look better for W or whomever. Maybe I will pose for a firefighter calender, lol NOT.
