morning. K that is the second email he sent, the next day, the first one didnt say sorry or i love you at all. that was what was so hurtful, it was like hey i got to run around and lie and now i dont wanna, so can we make it work, ok its not what it said but its how it made me feel. that one i could read u, dont know about posting it. he has said the words to me too, but not to my face. idk, i know you understand.

thanks KJ. really. I so need them. and its not the boy, its what he did and for how long and now her forever.

its cold, the snow didnt stick. but we had some huge flakes again just a bit ago.

hope everyone is having a great day.

M 36
XH 34
3 children
If a house is divided against itself, that house will not be able to stand. Mark 3:25
"your mood swings are giving me whiplash" twilight
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