Although I do take part responsiblity, I didn't do the "cheating" or did I treat him with the verbal abuse that he has treated me with over the years.
Its only really been since the kids were born that I got more and more intolerate of his words and gave it right back to him. I treat people the way they treat me. You get what you give.
He is hunting again today, Which normally I would be ok with, but he's already gotten a deer, Whatever, Im too sick to care about that right now. S3 is crabby and doesn't feel well either.
We planned on getting the tree this afternoon, we'll see if that happens or not. If not, we'll just go tomorrow.
You know I always listen to what your opinion is Sara, I do respect it. Just that yes we both may be fire signs, I tend to tone mine down for the kids, I don't like to fight in front of them. Im not making excuses, but ive been with him for almost 20 years, and he can be very mean, more cruel than I could ever be.
Anyways,
Im going to get so more tea...
me: 37 H: 44 Married for 18 years this june S7 S3 porn issues, and much more... since 7/06
Happiness can be found, even in the darkest of times, if one only remembers to turn on the light.
