Hey guess what, you just kicked yourself in the a**! One more thing. STOP!!!!!!!!!! If he is with her right now, then he is. Stop comparing yourself with her. It is not a COMPETITION. You are MT and that is what he has to want. If you compare yourself to her too much, you will start to change in ways you don't want to.
If he decides that he can't come back, can't do it, it is not a reflection on you but an inability on his part to face you and himself. He knows he has/is making really F'd up choices. Can he make up for that? That is what he is dealing with. Look at BG. Her H's email says it all or he is a really good liar and i haven't decided which yet. Sometimes the mess that is made seems impossible to correct.
If you focus on the past, you ruin the future. You can only live for today.
