Thanks Kel, I understand what you are saying. Funny my response to you says. He knows how to fix it. I know he wants me in his life, that is obvious. I don't want to be one of many, I want the one and only. It is VERY hard, and at times I fell like peggy sue, waffleing with the sex in the movie. One day she doesn't the next she does. I am waffleing over wanting him back right now or wanting our M back. I know it will have to be different.
I don't mind the harshness, I need a kick in the ass too! One to wake up and see this isn't the life I want.
