True, I'm in total agreement w/nlt. You do not deserve his nasty emails or phone calls. It's his way of brow beating you into feeling guilty and sorry for him, w/the hopes that he can manipulate you into stepping back and giving him what he wants. He's acting out and you will need to find a way to hit the delete button on those types of messages.
It's going to take some time for you to work on forgiveness, but you will. Take it one day at a time and do not allow him to ruin your day.
I do hope that you'll enjoy the weekend.
Sit quietly, the answers will reveal themselves when you least expect them to. The past is gone, the present is a gift and you need to focus on today, allow the future to reveal itself when it is ready.
