BG, Sweet BG. If it wasn't for the boy, that was exactly what you've been wanting to hear - isn't it? I can't tell you what to do. I wouldn't presume to know your pain and anguish. But if you can open your heart to this innocent child that didn't ask for any of this, you could make a start.
I will pray for you. God will guide your decisions.
Me 45, H 46, S 23, M 26, Together 30, Bomb 6-2-08, S 6-19-08; H left 12-29-08. H home 12-09, Still MLC in 2012! Me- I have my big girl panties on. Bring it.
morning. K that is the second email he sent, the next day, the first one didnt say sorry or i love you at all. that was what was so hurtful, it was like hey i got to run around and lie and now i dont wanna, so can we make it work, ok its not what it said but its how it made me feel. that one i could read u, dont know about posting it. he has said the words to me too, but not to my face. idk, i know you understand.
thanks KJ. really. I so need them. and its not the boy, its what he did and for how long and now her forever.
its cold, the snow didnt stick. but we had some huge flakes again just a bit ago.
hope everyone is having a great day.
M 36 XH 34 3 children If a house is divided against itself, that house will not be able to stand. Mark 3:25 "your mood swings are giving me whiplash" twilight ALIVE FREE AND HAPPY 2010
I understand BG. He did that and now he is going to have to deal with the consequences. The consequences are what he has been avoiding by hiding and lying.
I will continue to pray for you.
KJ
Me 45, H 46, S 23, M 26, Together 30, Bomb 6-2-08, S 6-19-08; H left 12-29-08. H home 12-09, Still MLC in 2012! Me- I have my big girl panties on. Bring it.
Baby, why'd you leave me, why'd you have to go I was counting on forever, now I'll never know I cant even breathe It's like I'm, looking from a distance, standing in the background Everybody's saying, he's not coming home now, This can't be happening to me This is just a dream
M 36 XH 34 3 children If a house is divided against itself, that house will not be able to stand. Mark 3:25 "your mood swings are giving me whiplash" twilight ALIVE FREE AND HAPPY 2010
hey BG- i am thinking about you and praying for you! Take care of yourself. I am hoping for no snow!!! LOL So far all we have here is rain, but it is only 37 right now, so it may change over. YUCK!!