I hope you have a wonderful weekend. I do know what you mean about getting nasty emails or phone calls from you H. I haven't talked or seen mine since April so that has been hard in a way but it also has me working on forgiveness. Right now something that has been helping me is when I think about all the nasty stuff he said to me or him with OW or anything about this past year I just try to put it out of my mind & say "H I forgive you & bless you".
You may not be at that point right now, but it's just something that I have to work on for me.
You are such a wonderful person & you do not deserve him to be blaming you for this, it's his doing & he will have to answer for his wrongs.
