I am telling you it was just amazing. I am going to email the church and ask them to let me know when they get it uploaded, so I can pass it on to you guys. i know I struggle so hard with the whys, and not the faith that god will get me thru it, or what his plan is. i have to trust in him in everything, not for everything, because the time will come, when me, and you, we will walk out of the why, and we will survive, and have the knowledge, and the truth that god didnt let us go, he carried us all through it. maybe part of my whole real sitch is also with god, as my church experience with exh had totally made me run from church, YOU my friends here, got me back into touch and my relationship with god, and a different healing, than the best I am sorry from my H could ever give me. and I do believe god is working, and he hasnt left me. I thank you all for that.
had to repeat this. I am very happy for your walk back with God. remember the footprints poem....when there were only one set of footprints, he was carrying you.
hey, I don't have time to finish all the thread probably, but I wanted to say I'm sorry I didn't get a hold of you again. I forgot my charger so I couldn't call anyone as my phone was dead, and I had no numbers, plus, I didn't have time to see even my dad, so I'm sure I couldn't have done anything anyways. I hope things have gotten better since we spoke last, I know you've got a really huge struggle ahead of you, but I know you can persevere through this and God will help you the whole way thru.
Me 33 H 34 S9 S3 M 6 yrs (2gether 11 yrs) EA/PA 1/2006 DB 5/2006 H wants D 6/2006 H wants ME 8/2006 H "said" PA/EA over 8/2006 H erased OW off phone! 2/2007
"It is far better 2 choose humility & change oneself, than 2 wait in vain trying 2 chang someone else."
