I understand exactly where you are coming from, Hoosier! And it absolutely does get better...but it does take time. The only advice I can give is to not fight the changes you will go through. Some of them will be painful and scary, but there is a plan.
Honey...keep your chin up. You will be better on the other side of this. Trust me on that....
Me-BS 38 X-WS 36 Separated 11/15/2006 Filed for D 8/1/2007 Divorce Final 12/21/2007 S13, S13 (twins), D9 Married 13 Yrs Together 20 Yrs