tying another knot #8

[Babygirl]

we havent told my d13 and s12, they have family in town and went back to their dads. he did send me an email saying he wanted to try and save us. all i really know, is that it is his, I want to see the proof, and his bday is 2 days after mine. he wont talk about it, and i know pup to be quiet, but the part of him being quiet is getting rediculous!
then this morning, he sent me this email



I understand you are beyond mad at me, you have every right to be angry and hate me. I know what this has done and I feel awful for what I have done. You act as if I set out to just hurt you. I kept this a secret for so long because I didn’t want to hurt you, I knew this would destroy you, I never wanted you to have to feel this pain. I know more than anything in the world how much you wanted to give me a baby and knew this was going to cause serious issues. You have every reason to hate me. I never wanted this to happen during the holidays, I didn’t want you to remember them as the day I destroyed you. for what it is worth I had a great day with you yesterday, dinner was great couldn’t get any better than what you cooked, I know it was tuff for you to do and I know you didn’t want to, but im glade you did it. I AM SORRY FOR WHAT I HAVE DONE, I DO LOVE YOU! SORRY!

so input anyone?????????????

so sorry that i havent been making my rounds, this is the worst nitemare thing and it hurts, i promise to be better about it.